in which maranatha and queso go together

Maranatha. 

That word is like a breath of fresh air to my soul.

I first learned of it listening to a sermon on fasting a few years ago, and it has stuck with me ever since. It means “Come Lord Jesus, come.” It’s a urgent prayer, a desperate calling out, a if-you-don’t-show-up-then-I-have-nothing cry of the heart.

It was the cry of the early church; one of the few Aramaic words that didn’t need to be translated into Greek because the church said it so often that everyone knew what it meant.

Maranatha. Come, Lord Jesus. The last words spoken by the church in the entire Bible. Followed immediately by the only other word that didn’t need translation from the original text: Amen.

The early church was hungry. Hungry for their Savior to return again. Hungry because they had tasted his perfect goodness, his love and grace, his power and truth and they could not possibly settle for anything less. Nothing of this world would satisfy. It had to be Jesus.

A few weeks ago, I had the privilege of fasting with a few of my college-aged friends. We talked about what fasting meant- that it was an urgent prayer, a physical expression of a deeper spiritual need for Jesus to come and reign in every aspect of our lives. We talked about how we so easily go to physical things of this world for false satisfaction- food, alcohol, social media, busyness, TV, boys, ourselves- and how at the end of the day, those things always fall short of Jesus.

And at the end of the fast, we broke it together in the only way that seemed appropriate living in Austin, Texas: with chips and queso and community. In the middle of Kerbey Lane, we shared stories of how Jesus showed up that day, of what he taught us. We confessed our weakness and our tendency to go to everything but Jesus, and maranatha became real to us. We laughed and enjoyed the sweet taste of cinnamon roll pancakes, and learned of the abundance we have in Jesus.

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We were reminded of his grace and love, of his power and truth, and our hearts grew with the cry of maranatha.

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#BringBackOurGirls

This past week, global outrage ensued at the kidnapping of over 300 girls from a school in Nigeria by Boko Haram, a terrorist group whose name roughly translates to “Western education is a sin.”

By now, I’m sure you’ve seen the hashtag #BringBackOurGirls. I first saw it this past week during the social media march, and began researching the events that transpired. I learned that over 200 girls are still believed to be missing, and that the leader of Boko Haram, Abubakar Shekau, released a video arrogantly taking responsibility for the kidnappings and saying he was planning on selling the girls as “wives” on the open market.

When grave injustice like this happens, as it does every day around the world, my temptation is to give it a number, a hashtag, a country name…. distant ways to cope with the tragedy because if I really allow myself to think and process what happened, it’s too much to bear.

When grave injustice like this happens, as it does every day around the world, what I really need to give it is a face.

Mothers and relatives of kidnapped schoolgirls in northern Nigeria gathered late last month. Credit Afolabi Sotunde/Reuters
Mothers and relatives of kidnapped schoolgirls in northern Nigeria gathered late last month. Credit Afolabi Sotunde/Reuters

 

A face with beautiful dark brown skin, eyes filled with courage and excitement in learning, a confident smile knowing her education is giving her the power to change her town, her country, her world. A face that has a name given to her by her parents, called out to her by her brothers and sisters; a name that connects her to her family, and community; to people who love her. A face that has a story.

Their stories are what I’ve been coming back to this week. Over 300 unique, individual stories. Over 300 ways to change the world. Over 300 gifts and talents. Over 300 families these girls could mother one day.

The thought of their stories being cut short is weighing on my heart. The thought of evil winning this battle makes me angry.

And my only comfort this week has been in this: I know the Author of their stories. I know He is fighting for them. And I know that He is already victorious over evil.

If you’re stuck wondering about ways you can tangibly help, here are a few:

1. Pray. Yes. Pray to God on behalf of these girls. Beg the God of Justice to enact it, and bring every single one of them back safely. Pray that the sex-trafficking industry would magically dry up, and there would be no economic incentive for Boko Haram to sell the girls. Pray to the One who knows all of their names, all of their hearts, who knit them together in their mother’s womb, and who knows exactly where they are. Pray and ask God to move.

2. Advocate.

– Organize a rally in your own city or on social media to show your support.

– Sign the Change.org petition here

– Stay up to date with all the latest on the #BringBackOurGirls Facebook page.

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three times her age

My mom turns 50  29 today. Last week she rode the MS 150, a 150 mile bike ride that begins in Houston, and two days later, finishes in Austin.

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For all those keeping track at home, that’s three times as many miles as years she’s lived.

So basically, she is the coolest 50-year old I know.

We cheered her on at the finish line, watched her ride the last 100 yards down Congress Avenue and then met up for pictures, hugs and stories.

I mean seriously, look how awesome she is. All smiles after 150 miles.

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BP Team for the win.

I am really proud of my mom. 

Not just because she woke up in the wee hours of the morning to ride a bike 150 miles over 2 days on terrain that is incredibly hilly. Although, that would be enough.

Mostly, I’m proud of her because of the 50 years she’s lived, and of how she’s not slowing down. The mentality of living life to the full doesn’t end simply because we grow older, and I’m so thankful to have a mom who is not just pressing on, but pressing in to her life. Pressing in to her work, to her community, her family, her own dreams. Becoming more and more present as the years go by.

Life is a miracle. It’s meant to be lived fully and adventurously. Spent stepping out and risking, doing things that make you afraid, learning to trust and love more. Life is meant to be celebrated.

Here’s to you, Mom, on your 50th birthday. I’m celebrating you today.

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